As of today, I’m not working for my former employer. I worked there
for 7 years, good and bad, and it’s been an important part of my life. I
stuck through a lot of commercial endeavors in the hopes we could get
back to the pure research I was most interested in, but it seems that’s
not going to happen. I’ll be the first to admit I was not the most
enthusiastic on our current customer-focused projects, and that’s what’s
going on right now, so perhaps this is for the best.
I’m overwhelmed at the moment at all the possible actions I could
take next. I’ve spent so long with a checklist of responsibilities in my
head every morning and other people’s goals and pressure on me that I
barely know how to imagine what I want to do next.
This is a shock, but I knew this situation was coming sooner or
later. I’m not responsible for anything anymore but my own actions, and
while this is about to be a financial adventure, it’s freeing in other
ways.
I’m giving myself until Monday, but then I’m making a list. There’s a
lot of stuff I have thought about doing over the last few years, and
here’s my chance to grab a few and do them properly.
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Some musings by your outlawpoet guide, with links, txts, and descriptions
"In the mirrors of many judgments my hands are the color of blood. I am a part of the evil that exists in the world and in Shadow. I sometime fancy myself an evil which exists to oppose other evils. I destroy Melkins when I find them, and on that Great Day of which prophets speak but in which they do not truly believe, on that day when the world is completely cleansed of evil, then I, too, will go down into darkness, swallowing curses. Perhaps even sooner than that, I now judge. But whatever... Until that time, I shall not wash my hands nor let them hang useless."
--Corwin "The Guns of Avalon" by Roger Zelazny
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